"Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Thy faithfulness." Lam. 3:22-23
I like to thing of this blog (and our life in general) as a bright spot, a place to find humor and appreciate life, and hopefully give people a happy respite from this crazy world, a little encouragement along the way, and a good laugh as they read about our happenings. However, it seems over the past month our community has just been rocked with some tough blows, and I just feel broken.
It seems the past few weeks we have had to be there to support friends as they deal with things everyone hopes to never face. My sweet friend Lauren who I blogged about a few weeks ago begins 40 weeks of chemo this coming Friday. I'm praying for her. I teach the youth at my church, and one of our youth was tragically killed in a car accident Thursday morning. I'm praying for our youth and trying to be supportive of them. Then yesterday morning one of my best friends awoke at 5 am to discover her two month old had passed away in his sleep the night before. Yesterday was a day I will never forget as long as I live. It's 4:48 am & I 've been up since 3:30....just finding it hard to sleep as my heart just breaks for her.
Here's a pic of baby Walt at our house a few weeks ago for a playdate. What a sweet little angel.
At times like this I find myself reflecting on verses like, "God is close to the broken hearted...." Psalm 34:18; "The Lord is my strength and my song." Exodus 15:2; "He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds." Psalm 147:3; "There is a time for everything...." Ecc. 3:1-8; "For those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength; they will run and not be weary, they will walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31........and I could go on and on. As I try to draw strength from scripture and prayer for myself, but primarily to be encouraging for the sake of my friends, I just find myself on my knees. There are just some things (wait, make that everything) that God can handle better than we can if we'll just let Him!
My sweet sister in law made a statement this week that I found profound and encouraging. She is such a wonderful woman of God. She said, (and I hope you don't mind me sharing this Lindsey), "No matter what happens in this world, our hope in Christ is sure. We will worship God in his greatness, enjoy God in his goodness, and one day never experience evil again." (Rev 21 & 22). Amen & Amen!!
I know that God can be glorified in all things and all circumstances, but that just doesn't make days like today any easier. Praying for my sweet friends, their families, and all that love them dearly....